Micro Post: Waiting On Testing

Oh. My. God. Lovelies,

I fucked up. I forgot about my appointment for my Sonohysterogram and I missed it. I remembered the day after and called the clinic begging them to take pity on me and allow me to rebook this month but to no avail. The one test I need to have done before I can start cycling. The one thing that can push back our FET timeline. And I, what, just forgot?!

No, but actually, how the fuck does that happen?!

So, because of this I am in limbo. I cannot move forward with any FET prep because I haven’t completed the SHG. I cannot do the SHG yet because I am waiting on my period. They cannot even guarantee that I will be able to get in to do it this month… I am at the mercy of my period, when it starts I can ask if they will have a spot available for the window when the test must be done. Limbo, limbo, limbo. Fucking great.  And really there is no one to blame but myself. I have been reminding that I am human and thus flawed and that it’s ok.

I wish it didn’t still suck just as much…

Waiting,

The Chicken