Lovelies, So, we are getting ever closer to the time we think we will do the FET and I find that because I am infertile and have all this damn time to think about these things I start to overthink
Micro Post: How Do You Know?
Micro Post: Exhausted
Lovelies, I. Am so. Tired. No, tired isn’t right. A good nights sleep fixes tired. I’m fucking exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. I am just drained! We’ve been sick off and on for a month and so that’s been brutal.
Fear: Looking Back To Move Forward
Oh Lovelies, I am so full of fear that at times it’s hard to breathe. You see, the hubby and I have been talking over the last few months and we have decided that maybe we aren’t ‘one and done’.
Snowball Effect
Hey Lovelies, Squawk Box day! Another chance for one of you to share your experience and view on this crap shoot of infertility! As for me and mine, we are doing well. Halfway through week 18 now and we have
Micro Post: Live Every Moment
*Mild Trigger: Pregnancy after IF* Hey Lovelies, A follow up to my most recent post, In the grey. I feel I need to clarify: While I am living through pregnancy after infertility and there are often MOMENTS of fear I
Micro Post: In The Grey
*Trigger warning: this post discusses my pregnancy and also talks about second trimester loss in general. Please take care of yourself* Good morning Lovelies, I hadn’t planned to post anything today but I’ve had an interesting few weeks and wanted
Words Cannot Help
Hey there Lovelies, There is a thing that happens when you are riding the roller-coaster that is infertility. There are major mood swings: up and down, up and down. Every month. Multiple times a month. During the ups you start
The Never Ending Journey
Hey there Lovelies, Thank god today is a Squawk Box day. I don’t really have it in me to say much. I’m deep in trenches and feeling pretty sorry for myself. Hopefully, next week will look better. In the meantime
Micro Post: Silently Screaming
Hello Lovelies, I feel like Rose from the movie Titanic. You know, where she says “Outwardly, I was everything a well brought up girl should be. Inside, I was screaming.” All while she demurely boards the boat? I feel like
Working Out While Infertile
Hello Lovelies! How are you fabulous chickies today?! I hope you are well. I am suffering from some strange form of renewed optimism. I am feeling pretty good right now, maybe it’s because I decided that I WOULD NOT do