Things I can’t not think about:
1. If I have or haven’t ovulated. Nevermind that we aren’t actively trying. That we’ve DECIDED to wait until the new year… But that twinge… maybe…
2. How we are waiting until the new year.
3. How our RE appointment is the end of February so earliest FET could be May which would make my baby a… NO stop it brain!
4. How I need to be more present and not think about TTC for the holidays.
5. But maybe if I’m an extra good girl Santa will talk to the stork and I wont need the FET…
Honest to God, the things I’m “not” not thinking of can drive ya crazy.